Am boring now, having problems with Audition. Can't play it today, just got licensin to Level 9. I'm coming in aggressive!!

Hate myself today actually, realise that Hubby is really going soon as he is buying his ticket today after Chiku return him his money. Actually, its just two weeks, nothing to feel bad. His mum haven't seen him for few years! Still, the more i'm trying to phsycho myself, the more I feel lonely. Anyway, I should be getting over it soon I think.

Daddy is going off to Stockholm too. She wants me to do 60 CDs, 30 red corporate gifts, 30 brown corporate gifts and 30 thick hard copy of our hotel. Everyone is leaving, I keep hearing everyone is leaving. Sun is leaving for Hong Kong, Ying Ying is leaving for Australia. How come everyone is leaving.

Today is a whiny day for me, everyone is leaving, everyone is busy, everyone is having exams, everyone is busy with gatherings, everyone is tightup with appointments, everyone already have something plan, but how come I'm now involved in anything. Anything of the above includes me. Oh My God, I feel so paranoid now, will go stuff my head in my blanket now.